Y'know how sometimes jealousy just sneaks up and stabs you? Well I do not get seriously jealous very often, usually just good ol' pining. But sometimes it just comes out of nowhere and smacks you. Better I recognize it for what it is though, rather than just assume I'm pissed for no reason or something.
Questions of possession or being possessed, wanting or maybe more accurately being wanted.
I am rather silly. good to laugh at onesself, I suppose.
Let's see... a productive day. Hoping to have a good one tomorrow as well. Going to finish filling a package for Claire, and write a letter to Karine.
Exciting things today included paying bills, burning food in the oven, burning incense in a weird squishy stick form that I highly suspect contains animal dung of some sort, getting a wasp up my skirt (kindof like a bee in my bonnet, but rather more drastic), finding some nice inexpensive clothing in a closing store,
Tomorrow: I'll look the shop tomorrow & likely buy at least something while I wait for photos to develop next door. Also, first pavlova all year will be made. Peaches & blackberry sauce (we just found some leftover sauce this evening.) Perhaps an application for LE's neck of the woods. Minimal outdoor work, but I need to check on the string beans at least. Near record temps again, ugh. Oh, and making eggplant parmigiana for dinner, with tabbuleh as a side. Tomatoes are finally in, and I'm rolling in 'em. Now, when I say they're in, I don't mean OUR tomatoes, but rather everyone elses, so... we have plenty. Same with cukes.
Augh, anyway... I know I'm forgetting something interesting but I just can't think of it. Been one of those days of self-doubt I guess. It'll pass. Just like that gallstone of yours. But not without excruciating pain. Yay!
'night y'all.
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Recent psyc/anthro graduate thanks god she is employed and seeks release from awkward limbo and perpetual existential rumination. The latter hopefully not intruding on this life-account of sorts too much... although it just made it into the description. So no promises.
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2 comments:
Here's a tidbit that may cheer you up: I read that Johnny Depp is doing 2 new films. One where he gets to do the Hunter Thompson thing again and another one that is set in India. Plus there's that Tim Burton film too, which I think you already knew about. I think that it's safe to assume that he's choosing his roles with you in mind.
Hope you're having a better day. If it makes you feel any better, I've been in the throes of an existential crisis for at least a month now. At least breaks up the monotony a bit.
Good luck on your interviews!
Yay! Your note definitely brightened my day :D
Yes, I think that those films are definite proof that JD and I have a psychic connection that surpasses all temporal and physical boundaries. He KNOWS what I want, and Desires with all his soul and rock-hard body to give it to me. "that's what he said". Yeah, I am missing our "Office" marathons too, man.
Sorry to hear about your existential crisis. I agree though, sometimes you need a good bout of angst... if only to prompt a Fiona Apple marathon.
If you need an ear (or eye, in the typed case) for that angst of yours, feel free to give me a ring. I'd be glad to swap thoughts on death and the meaning of pain with you ;)
and by 'winking face', I mean 'seriously'.
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